This is how I am right now.
As it's my first post, I'm not going to talk about too much shit. Anyway, no one's reading, so why should I waste time typing a load of shite on the internet? Right, I shouldn't.
Today hasn't been too bad - I've not felt as bad as normal. Although I am having trouble with dealing with how much I hate my weight. Well, not my weight, but just how I look. I want this fucking fat gone. It's not happening though. I've tried starving myself, but I can't last. And it's hard when your parents always cook crazy meals and expect you to eat, even though you told them not to make you any.
Today hasn't been too bad - I've not felt as bad as normal. Although I am having trouble with dealing with how much I hate my weight. Well, not my weight, but just how I look. I want this fucking fat gone. It's not happening though. I've tried starving myself, but I can't last. And it's hard when your parents always cook crazy meals and expect you to eat, even though you told them not to make you any.
Fuck it.
I haven't cut for a week or so, either. So that's good. I'm planning, though. I need to schedule it so it's not so obvious. I know what I'm doing.
This is long enough - I don't like talking. Even through a computer.
I haven't cut for a week or so, either. So that's good. I'm planning, though. I need to schedule it so it's not so obvious. I know what I'm doing.
This is long enough - I don't like talking. Even through a computer.
For now.
Ladybird, ladybird, fly away home,
Your house is on fire; your children shall burn!
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